Welcome to my mind

Welcome to my mind....I shall try to divulge all the thoughts that exist and swirl in my mind through this blog.
I am a thinker.....A free thinker bound only by the limitations created by himself.
I think about my life a lot and constantly question my existence.Why do i exist?What purpose would it serve in the complex chain of life?And how do i go about finding this purpose?After all a life without purpose is futile.I constantly move from one flow of thought to another,analyzing and observing everything around me,consuming everything i find interesting and expelling all that which is not.Whenever i talk to my friends i drain from them their thoughts and information and i make it my own,stripping these tidbits to their bare essentials and molding them to my train of thought.And i am indeed lucky to have friends who are genuinely interested in what i seek,even though they aren't as obsessed as i am with such thoughts.I embark on a journey every single day to imbibe all the truths of life,death and existence and i am ashamed to say that i have reached no where,every new day i learn the cover of truth is a very thin one and that makes me one step farther to reach my destination.That is when my id and ego helps me to continue my journey no matter the hardships i face.I enjoy living my life this way, one glorious moment at a time wondering,thinking,observing and consuming.......
As usual there are the critical ones who mock what i do and see no purpose for it.After all society trains us to think in its own way and seldom allows one to think for their own.Life is just meant to make money,get married and retire for some.I pity them...I really do.They are not aware of the endless possibilities of life,the fascinating things a human mind can do nor are they aware that they too are capable of acknowledging and absorbing such matters.They exist and just like that they wilt away into the ground carrying with them nothing but memories of a faint,ordinary life.

Some say that i have nothing else to do.They ask me what good will it do?

To them i reply "I do so to find a meaning to my life,so that one day when i succumb to the eternal chains of sleep,i know that i lived mine the way it was meant to be lived"